Looking Back

Looking Back

Kristopher Poulin-Thibault · 2019 · RPG, Indie, LGBTQ+, Choices Matter

PC
6 user reviews100% · 6
Best price
$2.99
lowest tracked $1.49
Steam Buy at Steam

Compare prices in Official Stores

Steam
Steam
Standard Edition · Steam
$2.99
Buy

About Looking Back

Looking Back is an autofictional game that takes you, the Player, inside of Kris's life as a PhD student. Appropriating the classic J-RPG style with a Choices Matter twist, it is a parts exploration, parts visual novel game, in which you must carve your own path toward the destruction of the ultimate boss monster that haunts your everyday life: your Thesis. It lurks in your bedroom and fills you with anxiety, but before fighting it, you must make sure your Mental Health, your Energy, your Skillfulness, your Wits, and your Endurance are high enough to tackle this challenge of a lifetime and finally obtain that degree! However, the way to become stronger is not by gaining experience grinding on endless hordes of monsters. Rather, you improve your stats by exploring and making decisions, building relationships with people around you, and altogether attempting to improve your everyday life. Simple things like choosing your dog to be a German Shepherd instead of a Cocker Spaniel, or difficult decisions such as saving one of two friends, every choice matters and affects your stats, your world, and yourself, indelibly.

Memory "triggers" are scattered throughout the city of Toronto, allowing you to explore them, which may or may not improve certain outcomes and your odds at defeating the Thesis. Some are beautiful, some are heart-wrenching, but you have the power to modify some memories at the cost of some Mental Health points. Memory shards even allow you to go through certain dream sequences, embodiments of your subconscious. You have the power to change the present and the future, but abusing this power may lead to your demise -- running out of Mental Health means utter despair...

Will you look back and alter the past to get a chance for a better future? Or will you look forward and focus on accomplishing your dreams?

Features:

  • Branching storylines.
  • 10 allies that may join your party.
  • Beautiful and atmospheric music.
  • Quirky characters.
  • Hundreds of dialogue options.
  • An adorable dog that you can take with you everywhere (if you choose to!).
  • A combination of different endings.
  • Over 15 explorable memories and dreams.
  • Inner demons that you may choose to try and defeat once your Identity Level is high enough.
  • References to famous and infamous thinkers, pop culture icons, and politicians.
  • Countless retro video game references.

What Steam players say

Recent verbatim reviews from Steam — separate from playze.io community reviews below.

Recommended Sep 25, 2019
Absolutely brilliant and my new favourite game! It might look like the target audience is Liberal Arts PhD students, but hey. Do you need to be an IRL dragon slayer to enjoy conventional RPGs? I think not. This game might be for you if... [list] [*] ok fine, if you're a student looking for new and exciting ways to procrastinate [*] you love good old RPGs but don't love violence [*] you've gone through a lot and are looking for validation and hope for the future [*] you're looking for an outlet for your frustration with the current state of the world [*] you like references to video games, philosophers, common or obscure languages, and all kinds of stuff [*] you like dog cuddles [*] you've always dreamt about getting a Pokéball tattooed on your butt, but were too shy or broke [*] you want inspiration for gamifying your life [/list] This game is probably not for you if... [list] [*] you're offended by the use of "they" as a singular pronoun [*] you use "SJW" as an insult [*] you get frustrated when people/characters (occasionally) talk about things you don't understand [/list] Common potential trigger topics: self-harm, suicide, domestic (intimate partner) violence, loss of a …
16 found this helpful
Recommended Aug 8, 2019
Neat take on the RPG Maker format. I've not really seen anything done like this before. If you are interested in taking mechanics and giving them a lateral twist, This game is worth the cost of admission. The dialogue can be very moving. One line (which I'm not going to spoil) is again worth the cost of the game. There is also some philosophy involved in some of the interactions between characters, which is refreshing and thoughtful. It also takes place in my city! The feels are for reals. Buy this game for both the twist mechanics and cute drama.
12 found this helpful
Recommended Aug 9, 2020
This game was packed with so much! Lots of tender moments but also sobering moments. It's a rollercoaster of emotions with lighthearted conversations along the way. MANY MANY MANY hidden secrets! Talk to everything you can!! Note, decisions are permanent so for optimal gameplay make multiple save files! Lots of deep topics that we should all be aware of and considering in our daily lives and things we easily forget that this game reminds us of. Many cathartic moments for those of us who grew up in adversity but also the satisfaction of completing the game and showing those who doubted you that you could finish what you set your mind to! Very self-empowering and definitely recommend multiple playthroughs for when you miss anything! Big shoutout to the game creator who exposed his life to the public through this irl experience-inspired game but it's a huge reminder to us all that our experiences are unique but we all share similar end-products to those experiences. Highly recommended!
7 found this helpful
Recommended Aug 12, 2019
An amazing game! Kuja Kuja is just hilarious and so are many other NPCs in the game, from a girl drawing a Jigglypuff to a big fan of Jean Gray. The game deals with heavy topics, but is somehow comforting at the same time. The game is full of inspirational quotes and friends who are there to support you. The story is well written and the graphics and the music have a nostalgic feeling. It is a very personal game, but at the same time it succeeds in showing the life of many grad students. Thanks for that!
7 found this helpful
Recommended May 11, 2021
Despite the small handful of bugs, I very much enjoyed this game. The story and themes were excellent, and I really enjoyed following Kris's journey. Honestly, I think the game could have fit in a [i]lot[/i] more without overstaying its welcome. I think the best and easiest way to express my feelings about this game will be in the form of a plus/minus list, so I'll throw it down below. [b]PLUS +[/b] - Relatable and fleshed-out main character - Slightly non-traditional battle system - Changing environment - Interesting mechanics/story delivery (dreams, memories) - Great dialogue - Optional puzzles/tasks [b]MINUS -[/b] - Absolutely no handholding. No indicator of what to do first (besides grab cell phone), no directions to the player, etc. I think I was supposed to find one particular memory first, but it ended up being dead last for me. I also wish there had been indicators for where important items/memories were, but I understand not including them in the pursuit of realism and challenge - Not enough of the side characters. Kris, the protagonist, is fully developed, but they have many many friends who make few appearances and are therefore not quite as memorable - Arbitrary stats…
6 found this helpful
Recommended Jun 3, 2020
Im going to give this game a thumbs up because for the asking price its a fair deal, and then some I would guess if its your cup of tea. For me it just did not work. I had to go to the discussions to figure out how to go anywhere outside the first building, because it was not at all intuitive. After that I wandered a few times, tried talking to people a few times, tried doing a few of the "combat" quests that i was given, or told I had to do to make someone happy or speak further with me. In all cases i died doing the quests. The game mechanics are unforgiving, and you will have to play alot, and either have a very good memory or keep notes of what kind of effects various actions have on your character, cause Everything changes your numbers. Im guessing you will have to do alot more looking around and doing the right actions need to boost the right stats before you even attempt to do any of the combat related stuff. In a word you dont just sit down and enjoy this game. You have to play and learn it one mistake at a time and that just wasnt what I was looking for when I bought it.
5 found this helpful

Community reviews

0 reviews

Sign in to write a review.

No reviews yet. Be the first to review this game.

More like Looking Back