

this morning I decided to die
ctc · August 2, 2023 · Female Protagonist, Visual Novel, Psychological Horror, Anime, Multiple Endings
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About this morning I decided to die
I've been thinking about this for a long time, and now I finally have the needed resolve. There's nothing here that can make me reconsider. I have no friends. Nobody loves me, and certain relatives even hate me. When I'm gone, they'll probably breathe a sigh of relief.
There's still one last day left to live, though. I wonder, what it would be like? As disappointing and cumbersome as the rest? Or will I find something worth living for? To be honest, I don't really believe in the second option. Even if I were to try and change something, I'd only make things worse.
...
Wanna spend this day with me? Well, maybe the two of us together will have a higher chance of changing something for the better... But I still won't rely on you too much. I'll just show you the contents of my life and you'll also learn that it's hopeless. And it can only get worse, trust me.
This visual novel depicts the inner workings of someone with a mental disorder. Feel the same despair and anxiety the protagonist feels and try to change her life for the better, but keep in mind that your choices can lead to some less than pleasant consequences...
FEATURES:
- a girl named U3Rhc3lhIFNoYXJzaG92YQ==
- a narrative full of negative personal experiences and mental health issues
- a graphical style that represents the protagonist's trust issues
- a soundtrack by Nikita Kryukov
this morning I decided to die — game info
- Platforms
- Windows, macOS, Linux / SteamOS
- Player modes
- Single-player
- PC Game Pass
- Not included
What Steam players say
Recent verbatim reviews from Steam — separate from playze.io community reviews below.
World full sorrow.9 found this helpful
This Morning I Decided to Die is a visual novel that approaches one of the most difficult subjects in storytelling with a level of seriousness that immediately sets it apart from more conventional narrative games. Developed by ctc and published by Nikita Kryukov, the game centers on a young woman who begins the day having already decided to end her life. From that premise, the story unfolds through conversations, observations, and personal reflections that gradually reveal the emotional burden she carries. Rather than relying on dramatic twists or action-driven sequences, the experience focuses on the protagonist's inner world, creating a deeply personal and often unsettling journey. The game's greatest strength lies in its writing. Every interaction feels shaped by the heroine's fragile mental state, allowing players to witness how depression and anxiety influence the way she interprets people and events around her. Ordinary situations become emotionally charged because of her perspective, and the narrative consistently encourages players to consider the weight behind seemingly simple choices. The branching paths add meaningful engagement, as decisions can influence both the prot…1 found this helpful
Start was good then the "cat" happened and I wasn't able to interact with it which made me sad :( rest easy kitty1 found this helpful
The artstyle is good, the story is meh and it's deffinetly not worth the money. It gets boring quick and it's just beating the dead horse over and over to the point it gets flat.
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Sideways thumb, it's ehhh, it's ok. At the very least it's a good look into the mindset of someone with a severe psychotic mood disorder. The plot/narrative is... serviceable? I'm not sure why everyone in the MC's life is actual human garbage, unless it's some sort of hallucination or delusion? Either way I bought it for .99c so I can't really complain that much but it seems like the sort of quality you would get from a free VN that is a debut project. I'm being fairly charitable here. I kind of agree with a lot of the negative reviews but I gave it a chance anyway.
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